When internet was start to spread,few years before, a new era in communication started.
And when the connection speed went from the humble dial up to 20 and 50 Mbps the web
became the No1 platform which people use to exchange information,ideas and to
communicate.
The web, like everything else in this world is just an instrument.
Like a pencil,in good hands can write good things and in bad hands can destroy lifes
or even be a lethal weapon by sticking it in someones eye and kill him.
Myself I love to communicate. And internet gives me that possibility.
Within some clicks I can travel around the world, see, speak with people that in any
other case wouldn’t have the opportunity to meet and speak with.
And here my personal story starts…
I was a fanatic about being single and never thought to get married and sacrifice my private space (mental and physical) ! I was messing around, flirting, having short type of relationship with women and after the end of each affair I was more certain that the best way is my way.Internet provided me the chance to meet women from other countries. See differences in cultures and at the same moment to taste something else…
But, one day, in a simple twist of luck, clicking by accident another link from what I
was ready to click, that mistake proved to be the best thing that happen
to my life so far.
Because that faith’s game was the opportunity to meet my souls other half.
Her name, Branka ! My Branka !
I start to speak with her,we continue to communicate more and more often and every time I was feeling more close to her. And although I was inviting girls here, with her, after 4,5 months of speanding hours everyday, talking on skype, I saint to myself,
You must GO and meet HER !She is special.
Don’t waste that opportunity that out of a sudden knocking on your door.
And I did !
I took my vacation days and I drive my car the 900 km that was separating us.
Together all these months with the help from the web,900 km apart in real life !
And I went there, in her country. And I met her in person.
Not that I didn’t knew her.
I knew every inch of her heart, every molecule of her soul.
I knew how she things about thinks,her fears,her dreams…
I knew all about that even before she describes them.
Many times I catch myself speaking about these things and she was just
confirming me !
Magical, totally magical !
But I had to see it with my own eyes! I had to live it !
To check it if I must put it this way !
And it was exactly as I was think it will be.
It was more ! Beyond my expectations !
In my eyes she is perfect. She is the most magnificent living creature ! The most beautiful and cute girl that ever walked on that planet ! I think of her and I feel happy and alive ! I think that she loves me and that gives me power ! She says that she loves me and make me feel like superman ! I think of her and that makes me want to become better person !
Then I had to leave. Horrible feeling…
But things was on a route !
And then she manage to came !
And we spend more time together.
And even that my car’s engine just die while she was here,I didn’t care.
Although I loved my car.
Because what I have found in that girl’s soul can’t compare with anything
that exist in this world.
Then she had to leave. And the feeling was more terrible this time….
But I love her and she loves me!
And the decision had been made from the time I felt that I love her,from
the time that I just knew that everything I feel about her is genuine
and true !
So, despite the distance, despite the language problem, despite that my sister has some arguments, (because in her mind we didn't spend more time together) I don't care ! Because I know everything that I have to know! I have seen inside her eyes,I have travel inside her soul! And what I know most is that she is my soul's other half.
She is the person who made me change my way of thinking.
The girl that made me make a U turn in my way of life.
I just imagine us together, having 1-2 brankoulinias to run
inside the house, growing older and watching them grow bigger….
I can’t ask for anything else !
And all this time that I was waiting to collect documents and translate
them etc etc, we have to fight with distance problem.
And this waiting game when you have to deal also with distance, can be
very tricky, trust me.
Especially when you have to relay on internet services, actually to virtual world.
Even when you try to use them properly something might happen that will create misunderstandings.
But, you can’t have the dog fed and the pie in one piece.
And the conclusion is that……
Internet is nice, internet is cool, internet connects people !
